New Year And Still Don't Care

Hey! So 2015's a couple days away and we food still makes you fat. GET IT TOGETHER SCIENCE! Anyway I haven't made any resolutions but I'm already pretty amazing making it very hard to fix anything however I really want this year to be awesome!I want all of you to make this your yer to do whatever you want if it's losing weight,being a better person, or conquering the world be the best you are!

Merry Christmas And Other

Hey! Merry (almost) Christmas! I hope ya'll are going to have a happy holiday! I love this time of year with all the twinkling lights and delicious smells, but I have to say I'm a bit conflicted about the holidays. It seems like it's so exciting as you count down the days and then when it comes it's gone in a flash. Anyway I think it's still wonderful and I hope it's for you as well!

Be Yourself And Like It

When I was younger and by younger I mean a month ago, I realized I wouldn't be the popular girl who's friends with tons of girls and knows everyone,I wouldn't be the artsy fartsy girl with the dream like smile,I wouldn't be the rebel who doesn't care about what people think about her, I wouldn't be the bookworm who gets A's on all of her test, and I wouldn't be the girl who everyone instantly likes. I'm me and I'm a immature smart mouth.

I'm the girl who likes music more then the average person, Who would love to be a vegan but loves red meat too much, Who sequels over "emo" bands when nobodies around,Who would love to be punk rock but writes poetry,Who loves the color black and dislikes society, Who loves the movie Anchorman and laughs every time no matter what. I want all of you to love yourselves and don't worry if you don't love what you see in the mirror every time you look nobody does, even the ones you think have it all don't like themselves. 

All you need to do is don't worry you'll be fine be happy about yourself and be who you are no matter!

Winning And All That Jazz

Hey! So as you know I was having a bit of trouble with NaNoWrimo but I'm happy to say I won! It was very tiring when I was locked in a padded room with nothing but a pencil and paper in front of me and I really wanted to cry at times but I'm glad I finished and I figured that you would probably want to hear about the plot so here it is. 

 Eliza Shea who's lost her family in a drunk driving accident so she goes to live with her aunt and goes to special treatment session for those with mental illness because she developed depression and anxiety after losing her family and is basically a shell of her former self and meets a boy who reminds her of the crash for some reason but her aunt forces her to talk to him since the doctor said that it would be good for her and they develop a hate/love friendship and a whole bunch of surprises. 

Nanowrimo And So Much Failure

Hey! I have no inspiration I don't know what happened, I mean I usually have more ideas then I can count but now I feel so............ boring  I miss my creativity! Okay I'm fine really, I guess I'll you about a failed attempt at NaNoWriMo, when I write I like to first start on paper then type it but I haven't really gotten around to typing so I have twenty pages of written story and one of typed ,oh yeah I also hit writers block. Yeah for me I suppose. Now I've deiced to take some time to think about it. But I'll get past it, I know I can! I don't like this! So I'll be at my desk going crzy over my novel!

Youtube

Hey! So as you know from my other posts I want to be a famous musician but I have stage fright not the greatest combination when you need to preform in front of a lot of people but I've been thinking about it a lot lately and I finally basically said to myself "Quite being a baby!" and now I've deiced when I turn fifteen to make Youtube covers! I'm teaching myself guitar so I don't look weird doing nothing with my hands and now I just have to practice! So what I want you to do is comment what songs you've like and what I should hear!

Happy Halloween And Other Things

I would like to say Happy Halloween! Since I'm fourteen I won't be dressing up because I'm a mature individual (As I hum the theme song to Spongebob) but I'll be pigging out on my brothers and sisters candy while watching "Amityville Horror" but like I was saying I took break from blogging and now I'm back! I'll be posting more stuff and it'll be more organized and not be so all over the place!

Nothing

Hey! So I don't really have anything to say but I promise to write an actual post later this week so enjoy your week!

Six Word Story

Don't look down or you'll fall.

Flower In Spring

Little white petals.

So many winters have passed.

Overlooking the sky.

Sweet and tiny.

Not much time is left.

Wilting and dying.

Days getting shorter.

Dew drops in the morning.

Snow white stained with the yellow pollen.

Overcast grey seeps into it.

Stealing the life.

Finally it dies as we wait for the flowers to return.

They'll return soon.

Old Work Boots

Here's my entry of 

Morningtime4's writing contest!

These old work boots.

With their muddy rubber soiled from years of working.

From years of running.

And from years of wandering those worn paths riddled with rain puddles and pebbles .

Worn and broken.

Cracked and soiled.

Years and memories in those boots.

The stories they could tell if only they could speak.

Working from dusk to dawn.

Tucked in with a pair of socks.

Waist high in that pond.

No longer cleaned at night since he knew they would just get dirty again tomorrow.

A Few Happy Thingss

 I just wanted to post some things to feel good and smile!

To Dye Or Not To Dye

I've been wanting to dye my hair for the longest time but have either chickened out or have been denied  permission by my mom.

However now that I do have the green light to dye my hair so I've been browsing around the Internet finding diffrent colors.

I have really black hair so I don't want to put something in it the blends in I also don't want to have like a girly color like pink but there's so many options!

Taking My Life Into My Hands

I'm going to be honest, I'm a very cynical person I try not to be but I am. I'm also extremely fearful of of making a fool out of myself and I'm negative about things and over think things life,school,home everything it doesn't matter. So I've decide to let go of all that drama and become a more positive person and I love making list (Yes I'm a freak.) so I've put all my ideas for a better me onto a paper.

1: Dress nice. I need to take some pride in myself and forget about the things I don't like about myself and focus on the things I do like. I used to think that I couldn't be the smart,witty,creative girl if I dressed like I had somewhere to go and wore a little bit of make up which looking back that just seems stupid.

2: Set an alarm clock. Being home schooled I've never really had an alarm clock but I do need to set one so I can be up and ready before 10:00 am and I won't be behind the rest of the world.

3:  Get some exercise in my life. I do take Boxing but I've been taking a break since I've been sick for awhile but I did realize I feel better if I workout during the week.

4: Take time to enjoy life. I worry way to much about life and things I have no control over.

5: Meditate. I can never sit still for long periods I either start drumming on something or get very hyper.

6: Get rid of drama. I love celebrity gossip and stuff like that but I really need to cut back on that.

7: Have a good diet. I like to eat crap I won't lie but I don't really put on weight so I'm like "Well hello ice cream." but I need to eat better to help out with my moods and acne.  

It's Motivation Time

Ah motivation, I need a lot of that right now for some reason so I wanted to find some motivational quotes to help! 

Stop Body Shaming.

I see a lot of girls comparing themselves to everyone I mean I'm talking like Kim Kardashin, Taylor Swift, and Ariana Grande and others body shame other girls calling them fat or too skinny I'm gonna tell you something. 

It doesn't matter what you look like if your curvy or your stick thin bulling is not okay! Those who hate what you look like, why? Some are curvy and  some a skinny some are short and some are tall some are tan and some are pale. Don't tell curvy girls to go on a diet or tell skinny girls to change since it affects all body type's.   

 Don't listen to that voice in your head that says your not pretty because that voice's a liar. Also stop body shaming girls who don't look like the typical girl that everyone thinks you should look like if that girl's curvy that's alright! If that girls skinny okay! It doesn't do anything for you or that girl who your body shaming. 

Why do we set ourselves these unreachable standards we set for us to look like I mean it's ridiculous. There's no need to hate your body. Stop all this!

Summer Rewind Tag

I would like to say sorry to MorningTime4 who tagged me for Summer Rewind! I'm super late which's awful! Here we go despite the delay! 

Rules:

1. Thank the person(s) who tagged you. 2. Post about five to eight things that you did over the summer or upcoming in your summer schedule!* Pictures are optional. 4. Answer the ten summer/fall questions given to you. 6. Tag 5 or more bloggers and tell them by commenting on their blog. 5. Ask ten new summer/fall related questions. 7. Share the banner above when you publish the post and credit the photo and the tag origin (http://theworldthroughmywindowsill.blogspot.com/). 1: I spent many of my summer days lounging around in my grandpas pool! 2: My family watched movies out on our lawn, Made BBQ, and Gorged on S'mores for the 4th Of July. 3:I wrote my first ever novel!  4: I took up Boxing! 5: I started teaching myself Guitar!

The Questions

1. When did you get out of school?

I think it was May 1st.

2. When are you heading back to school?

I headed back August 25th.

3. Name three songs on your summer playlist.

5 Seconds Of Summer She Looks So Perfect, Demi Lovato Really Don't Care, Christine Perri Bang Bang Bang.

4. Do you prefer beaches or swimming pools?

It kinda depends, if its a crystal clear beach I would choose that but if not a pool.

5. What's your favorite summer treat?

Chocolate Ice Cream.

6. Does your skin tan or burn?

I have really pale skin so it burns no matter what.

7. Name the summer activity you love, and the one you absolutely despise. ("Hate" is a strong word.)

This is really hard but it's a three way tie between sleeping till ten, staying up late, and swimming all day there's nothing I really don't like but I would have to say camping.

8. Something you discovered this summer?

I started listing to a lot of Arctic Monkey's but I didn't really discover anything. 

9. If you can, post a picture of your summer outfit. (If you don't have a camera, find an outfit via Pinterest).

Pretty much all I wore this Summer was a Paramore T Shirt, Basket Ball Shorts, and Red Converse.

10. Something you'll be missing from this summer?

Freedom from homework!

My Question. 1: What was your favorite summer movie? 2: Did you take a vacation anywhere? 3:Would you change anything about your summer? 4: What was on your summer reading list? 5: Any major differences in your life happen during summer? 6:What did you do during the very end of summer? 7:What's your favorite summer sport? 8: Do you have a favorite memory? 9: Did you go to camp? 10:Did you go anywhere exciting?  I nomaite. Elly from A GIRL Celia from crazy.crazy.crazy. Rebecca from The Silver Flute Madeline from In The Wind Maiya from Whispy and Willowy

Why Stage Fright

So as many of you looking at my blog you might see I like music. A lot. Which's great since I want to be a musician when I'm older but let me tell you a secret, I have crippling stage fright.

 I know you're probably thinking "Wait you want to play sold out arenas but you can't even preform in public?" and the answer to that is yes, I do want to be famous doing what I love but sometimes you get that voice in the back of your mind telling you "Really you think you can sing? What do yo think they'll say about you? Do you want to make a fool out of yourself?" and that makes me feel so pathetic and it gets to you.

 Here's the thing though, I know I can sing. I've got great range and can keep a tune and pick out the music but when I even try to sing in front of people I want to throw up, and run and hide as far as possible. I can't even sing in the car! I  mean really this gets so annoying all the time. I really wish I could figure out a way to get over this.

I sing in front of very few people mostly my brother Ashton and he's my personal cheerleader so you've got him saying "Go follow your dream you sound great" Yes he actually said that, and then, you've got yourself saying "I can't do this!" What do I do? 

I need a doctor, or medicine, or a hypnotise or something to help me! 

Things That Make Me Happy.

Lately I've been having a lot of negative thoughts for some reason probably because I'm a idiot so I  stole this from "Cloudy Dreams" it's list of things that make me happy!

Music, Animals,Pizza, 5 Seconds Of Summer, Comics, Drawing, Photography, Writing, Cool Tattoos, Reading, Movies, Starbucks, Beaches, Sunsets, Campfires, London, Hot Coco With Mini Marshmallows, Funny Websites, Dreams, Cupcakes, Walks In The Woods, Road trips,Storms. And many more!

Yikes Urban Outfitters.

Let's get something straight real quick. I don't like shopping. Never have and never will. Sometimes I like to go to the Mall to buy some clothes like army jackets, ripped jeans, and graphic t shirts but that's about it.

 Anything pink will be burned as soon as possible no questions about it. Don't even try to get me to buy a "shudder" dress or heels or a blouse.

 Now back to the subject at hand. Urban Outfitters are awful I mean look at this  their selling it for $350.00. I mean I can find that in a dumpster. 

I don't care if you shop there before writing this I looked up their website to make sure I wasn't making any hasty remarks  about it. I also found some articles about it and was disgusted to find a t shirt that said "Depression" and "Eat Less" they've pulled both from their stores since but still. I'm sure that was just poor choices on their part and didn't mean to hurt anybody but you always have to be careful since you neaver know what kind of reaction everyone going to have.

 Also mental illness's a serious problem and should not be worn on a t shirt like it's no big deal. In short it's a huge store of disappointment.

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I'm Against It.

I'm in a ranting mood so here it goes! Society, when I hear that word a lot of things come to mind but I won't post them.
Why does Society think all girls are the same? I'm talking Bubblegum Pink, UGG boot wearing, Make up guru girl. Listen if you like all that stuff that's great! If you don't okay that's fine too or if you're like them both okay! I don't know why they group all of us into that one group. There's a lot of different types of girls! 

Some like to dress up and some like to throw on  a t shirt, a pair of shorts, and tennis shoes so what, it's called freewill. If you want to dress in "Tomboy" clothes go ahead! 

You want to wear a frilly dress go for it! If you want to dye your hair a funky color that's awesome! If you want to keep it long go you!

 I can't stand it when your deemed weird if you look, dress, or act different.

 Some girls want to listen to Cody Simpson and some listen to Green Day or some like to listen to Taylor Swift.

 What I'm trying to says's that I hate when they judge you being you.

Favorites Songs At The Moment.

Hey! Now since I'm not really in the mood for a long thought out no nonsense post I thought I would post about one of my most greatest things know to man! Music, the one think that keeps me sane! I'm kidding of course but seriously though I love it. I wanted to show you a few I have on constant replay! 

5 Seconds Of Summer She Looks So Perfect. If you haven't heard this song you live under a rock! It's a great song to listen to in the middle of the day when you should be doing stuff instead of listening to music like me!

Daughtry Battleships. This has always been one of my favorite bands I mean come on! It's a really great song just with the beat and everything defiantly a song to sing at the top of your lungs.

Mary Lambert Secrets. It's one of those songs that so catchy that you can't help have it stuck head. It's really cool too because she doesn't care  it's kinda like whatever.

What Should We Fear

Fear's something I believe we all have, but why do we have it sometimes. 

By definition fear means 

"A distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real

or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid. threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid." 

So back to fear sometimes it's good like when your mom used to tell you "Don't get into unknown cars!" Yes mom of course I won't. Now what about when we don't need to fear it. When I was about twelve or thirteen so not that long ago since I'm just fourteen. We used to go to the pool and there was the spring broad that all pools have and I wanted to jump off of it so bad but when I looked down at the thirty foot deep water all I wanted to do run off the ladder and go anywhere but there. 

Being the weird girl I'am and my mom telling me to man up ( Of course in a nicer way. ) And I jumped of while probably screaming a little bit but I was so happy when I jumped off of it. When we have fear it's just something ever human has but we can push that fear but we can beat that fear. Also thanks mom for badgering me to jump.

First Post Ever.

Welcome to my blog! I see you've stumbled upon it in the big space of the Internet. Now the name " Yes, I'm Irish" I'm Irish but I do live in America sorry to disappoint all of you excepting a leprechaun.

 I also don't have red hair yes I'm extremely pale. So I just wanted to tell all of you before you either start asking me if I'm a ginger or if I look like a leprechaun because yes I have been asked that before. The stupidity of humanity am I right? Now a little about my blog! 

This blog is about the world though the eyes of the weird sarcastic and slightly annoying teenage girl. 

The highs the lows and the in between. There won't be any misery talk cause let's face it there's already enough of that. I might post reviews about books, movies, and music I don't quite know yet I'll see where this takes me! I will post things that all teenage girls can relate to and I mean all teenage girls not just the make up obsessed ones that society thinks we are! I hope you enjoy!